NEW CRUSHES!!!

Salam guys!

I'm taking a break from midnight tasks, so right now I'm gonna tell you guys what I'm currently hooked on and my crushes!

Oh. My. God.

I just got 3 new crushes!

Ok ok.

It all started back in last semester, when almost everytime I entered Maryam's cube/box/compartment, she'd be watching some animes or,,, animes. In her hard disk she got like dozens (or hundreds) of anime series or movies!

Sometimes I'd watch from her behind, because I was that leisure tho I had lots of works. huhu. Then I remembered that some of my friends commented/posted something on Facebook regarding this one anime, Haikyu!. So I asked Maryam if she have them, and she does!

Therefore, there you go, how I started my first crush. (HAHA YOU THOT WHO HUMAN?!) The thing is, once I start something, liking something, fell into some dark twinkles well, I won't be able to crawl out anymore.

Kageyama is cool okay! And through Haikyu! too I've gotten in love with volleyball. You open my youtube app, there'd be some volleyball videos of some super liberos or setters. I even know Arisa Sato now... *sigh


Then, my second crush! I doubt many of you heard of this anime, it's a bit old, horror, and the ending is hung. ugh.

GHOST HUNT! Come on if you haven't watch Ghost Hunt you gotta watchi it now!

It has only 1 season, around 25 episodes I think? Really love the settings, how different characters fit with each other, the humors, and the egoistic main character ( I wouldn't say hero) : NARU!

Gaaahhh he's so handsome and charming and genius and goodness! But his mountain high ego is annoying though. (But that's what makes him even more charming) -SEE ME GETTING HOOKED!


Lastly! I've seen this anime and the life action long before, but I felt like watching it again.

This is the anime that has left the most impact on me. It got me thinking deep on my life decisions, whether I'm living it right, things that I should've done in secondary school (high school anime yup!), and my future. Seriously, just how much this anime affected me, I got my mind on it for a whole two weeks doubting myself (the side effect of this anime), and Ireadtheongoingmangatilltheendforoneday.

I know! I know! I wasted my midterm break on this anime!

Kimi Ni Todoke!

Seeing how deep this anime/manga gotten into me, I'm gonna dedicate a new post just for this anime, and how it affect me.

Third crush: KAZEHAYA-KUN!!!


Oh super love.

P/s: I  even watched Special A (and regretted a bit) , not my kind of anime
P/p/s: Sherr said to me: Embrace your inner otaku ( I was never the kind that watches anime)

Gnight and have a good day pals!

Meet my crushes (and they crush my heart!)

guess who is who!

Oggling and fangirling

Assalamualaikum and greetings :)

So, as I keep checking my facebook and twitter, I noticed that now more people are alert about what Allah said in alQuran "good guys for good women" or you can check the exact sentence in surah an'Nur, but I can't remember which verse.

It's a good thing, of course and most of my acquaintances (my friends already realized this alhamdulillah) start to look for 'possible' future-husband or characteristics that they think are necessary in men.

And yes, if we want to look for soleh/solehah husband/wife, we need to change ourselves first as what we would want to find in future husband to be inside of ourselves *somehow i think this sentence is weird grammatically*. People starts to realize this too, and I also noticed some of them trying so hard to change for the best.

What worry me is that, not much people concern about lowering our gaze. Maybe some of them thought its hard to communicate if we couldn't make eye contacts, but there's rukhsah in that. Lowering our gaze is compulsory so there won't be any fitnah physically or spiritually (haram feelings/thoughts).

I don't know about anyone else, but it irked me so much when men don't respect me as to lower their gaze or try not to brush each other. God, sometimes I feel like killing those men, not just teenager boys, but also middle aged men! Im not saying that male likes my looks, but sometimes they just look at you.

Okay, back to the topic. This post is more to girls' side.

So, when I said to lower our gaze, doesn't mean it only applies to 'living guys'. With the k-pop revolution, and the western pop stars, and local actors, Im 100% positive that most girls do oggling and fangirling as a part of their hobbies *and was a part of mine huhu*. I mean like, with by just looking at pictures, or watch their random acts, we(girls) would giggle and roam their bodies *I know disgusting* with our eyes without feeling slightly guilty and all, doesn't that mean we just violated the rule lowering our gaze?

How can oggling and fangirling can be inappropriate and sinful?

Well, when you look at someone that catches your interest, you will start thinking of scenes of pictures or whatsoever that could be nearly as inappropriate as possible without you noticing. Oh come on! Most girls do this to their 'idols'. Okay maybe some not.

Remember about soleh guys only for solehah girls? This could be into details you know, about being soleh and solehah.

So if you like to look at handsome guys, watching their acts, learn their attitude and personality, can you even imagine your future spouse being like that, looking at some random girls with full interest? OF COURSE NO!

Yes, it hit on me like that too when I first realized it because I once liked to stare at good looking guys *pictures only*.

Because, what quality we actually want in our future lifetime partner is the exact quality we need to find in ourselve. It's not that hard to understand now, isn't?

P/s : sometimes I blushed myself whenever I looked into male's pictures
P/p/s : i google the meaning of oggling and found that the meaning is far from what i want it to be meant, but i already wrote this post huhu

I don't mean to insult girls who likes to fangirl over selebrity, this is more to advicing those around me and to myself.

Till then, insyaAllah assalamualaikum :)

Reply 1997

assalamualaikum and good evening :D

last few days i just done watching the drama Reply 1997.
At first, I watched it because Hoya was one of the main cast. Im not a fan of Hoya, but you can call me an Inspirit. huhu

But then, it turned out that Reply 1997 was really a five-star drama. It is a romance comedy story, which set at 1997 and the present.

This story is about Shi Won, the heroin, an obsessive fan of H.O.T (a kpop band back in 90's). She's the only daughter to her parents, since her older sister died of an accident. She's at the bottom of her class, and when her father asked her what she wanted to do in the future, she answered she wanted to be Tony's wife (Tony is oone of the members of H.O.T)

At first, I was so stressed and tension because of ShiWon obsessiveness on Tony. She would do anything, including write her love to Tony in her own blood. She even fought with her parents just because of H.O.T. (Her parents called H.O.T monkeys hahaha).

But then, the story goes on.

ShiWon childhood friend, YoonJae practically lived with her. They dont lived under the same roof, but YoonJae frequently visit ShiWon's house like his own house, and ShiWon's parents treat him like their own son since YoonJae was an orphan. Compared to ShiWon, YoonJae was the top student at their school, and a cool person. At their first day of high school, YoonJae fell in love with Shiwon because Shiwon took off her glasses and wore lenses instead. He hide his feelings since then and tried to give hints to Shiwon.

YoonJae's brother, Taewoong worked as a teacher at their school. Taewoong used to date Shiwon's sister, and end up falling in love with Shiwon. Taewoong was a smart and genius person. Unlike his brother, Taewoong gived warmth to people around him. When Taewoong asked Shiwon to be his girlfriend, Shiwon bluntly agreed because she didn't know her true feelings toward Taewoong and Yoonjae.


The climax of this story is when Shiwon celebrated her 18th or 19th birthday (can't remember) with her friends at a karaoke center. When Shiwon and Yoonjae were left alone in the room, Shiwon asked for her birthday present from Yoonjae. During her birthday year before, she said to Yoonjae she wanted a ring from someone that likes her, except Yoonjae. So, Yoonjae end up confessed to Shiwon, and how frustrated he was when he had to give up Shiwon for his older brother who was basically everything to him.

Then, he gave her the  ring and left the room.

Flash forward, they met again in 2005 after they departed for Seoul. Since then, Shiwon tried to grab Yoonjae attention, and continuously asking him whether he still likes her or not. While Taewoong, even though Shiwon asked for breakup soon after Yoonjae confession, he still put his hope on her and kept on waiting for her.


In the end, after all the push and pull, Yoonjae said yes to Shiwon. and they start to date afterward, even though Shiwon treated him violently. But they were so sweet~~

and Yoonjae had to face his brother, since he liked Shiwon too. After all the heart throbbing moments between the brothers, Taewoong give up to his brother because Yoonjae was the only relative he had and he didn't want to ruin their relationship. Yoonjae was touched and cried for his brother sacrificed for him.


 and the present. They were at the school's alumni meeting. Shiwon and Yoonjae were married with a daughter becoming 2 children. Taewoong was a candidate for an election, and married to the director of a hospital (who happened to be the president of TVXQ fanclub).


What I really like about this story is the way they keep changing the settings, from year 1997 to present. And with a little hint of minutes from the present, the story managed to made me confused Shiwon was married to Taewoong or Yoonjae.

and this story really had a good sense of humor when every awkward or funny moment, they add up with goat sounds (embek) and that made me laugh more.


one of the values that I really adore is even though Shiwon parents always argued to the state that Shiwon thought they were going to divorce, they were actually romantic and loving. And Shiwon marriage with Yoonjae was practically fulled with violence since they kept bickering all the time and that was normal to them.

AND... I ship ShiWon and YoonJae~~ hahaha


the character Shiwon was casted by Eunji Apink and Yoonjae, a solo singer Seo In Guk. Reply 1997 is a debut drama for Seo In Guk, yet he managed to be praised by public and critics.


here are some pictures from Reply 1997.

Hero and heroin