Know What You Want

Salam.

The importance of this post is, to ensure myself, and to tell you guys, that be confident doesn't limit to yourself.

But you also have to be confident with your choice.

The decisions for your future, the decisions for you life, make sure you make it right.

Don't let others influence you. Know what you want. Only refer to other people when you are searching whats right and wrong, whats better and the best.

You don't know. Anyone could be in despite of your choice. Some people might stab in your back. Some are even people that you are close to.

So be close to your faith. Believe what you believe. Strive to achieve for what you want.

You live for yourself. Not for others. Or even your parents. They can guide you, but not force you into things you dislike.

Could be your choice misled you. Or your steps stray you away from your goals.

But guys, thats what we call as life. It isn't life if you don't experience failures and pains. You grow up while you stand up.

People laugh. But they don't realize, what they laugh at is the nature, the destiny God has bestow us.

So, be positive!

Allah will always be by your side to guide you.

Salam 'alaik.

The Key Is To Restrain

بسم الله الرحمان الرحيم

Assalam alaik to all of you.

The story is, lately I happen to be back on Kpop thing, and fall for BTS. or something like that.

I've always restrain myself from falling to new groups or people, because I myself know the consequences of being an almost-hardcore-fan (because once I fall, it's gonna be hard for me to get up).

One of the consequences is I'll be watching all their videos, eng subs, searching for updates and all AND this is NOT HEALTHY at all!

I'll be all procrastinating, forgetting my responsibilities and all, I mean I know I can just like them and listen to their songs, but I'm the type that if I like someone, I'll be liking them hard there's no way of turning back ( but I happen to turn my back with Bigbang,).

And the best thing about BTS is that, this is the first group ever I feel like buying their album, which I think is not a good thing because it'd bring no benefit to me, plus its super EXPENSIVE!

And they are having comeback by the end of this month.

Which means lots of teasers, new songs, new videos dramas and all, pictures, and bias. *sigh

And at this part of crucial time, as an ARMY, I make a decision to stop this thing for awhile, to tone it down, I even uninstall V app, lol.

I need to control this fangirling thing. I need to restrain myself.

Being a fan is okay. It's alright, everyone has the rights to have a muse or bands they like, but not to the extend of acting like a stalker. (sometimes I compare myself with sasaeng fans, like the only difference is just me stalking online, they stalking on time).

SO, here I am. Like making the biggest decision of my life.

I just need to concentrate on my study. Soon I'm entering degree university life. I need to decide for my future. 

I need to stop myself from digging their infos, at least until my final exam end this semester.

Pray for my faith.

Typing

Assalamalaikum.
and a very good morning? mornight perhaps?

This entry is about nothing really. I just miss typing using laptop so I just HAVE TO LET IT OUT thru this blog.

I'm having semester break right now, and I am really enjoying it with every bits of my breath. HAH!

Yeah right.

I'm not really enjoying it cause if I say I'm being proactive this whole month it would be a huge lie!


And I'll be back to CFS this Sunday. Nyums.




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Goodness. I really need to learn how to prioritise my work. and to manage time.

And I also need to enhance my English. Getting rusty.

If I ever met any foreigner outside I'd be all frozen, my lips gonna be zipped till the ears my brain will froze!
I haven't converse in English for such a long time. Recap! Recap!

my vocabs are all dying in need to be save from vanishing!

OH MY GOODNESS.

Bring me back.

what am I talking about.

ok. sorry for taking your time. You shouldn't read this. *sigh

Oh girl

Really who would've thought we'd end up this way

And let the flashback do its job

We often rambles bout random things

Sharing stories things songs

Catching up with everyday life though we did see each other everyday

And not to forget our most precious memory

Singing together where i'd do the 1st part and you do the bridge

Regardless of the situation during maths class we still rock the song

And shoulders sharing, i learnt a lot about you and you did too

It was too good the best I coudn't contain myself

And the current picture is

Years apart miles away we still the soul twin we could ever be

And the missing part not to forget but thats what our strings so precious

Theres no tug of war we just got balance like that

Couldn't wait to meet so far so long

Oh really im being honest right here right now

I've been imagining us to meet up and hug and do our handshake and just hold hands while we start to rambles and yhings start to get more exciting

And we would catch up with each outher's life

How's school how's study what about your family are you having a good time

And made up stories fanfictions our dreams who's your bias and we'd do the fangirl

Oh girl seriously i miss you too much my mind keep on creating our meet up scenes with coffees

We might as well be soul twins with different parents different situation different condition but our hearts do match in some way

Like some click in my brain some things are too nostalgic with you

We've gone this way we've reached this part of friendship too precious too pricey too beautiful like we both are.

Yes we are narcissistic in some way and yhats whats best of it!

Ps: i am honestly inspired right now and i think i could make this into a rap song haha u know who you are!😁😍😘

Between angel and devil

بسم الله الرحمان الرحيم

السلام عليك

My title, is not about the Angels from Allah SWT and the Shaytan.

Instead, its about the struggles I've to get through every single time I am at home; being rebellious or responsible.

Funny right? Why exactly would I be rebellious?

I don't mean rebellious by throwing tantrums ignore people being social and all that kind of stuff.

My kind of rebellious is.. just not being responsible, and doing nothing.

Yeah. Ridiculous.

So, it's like, I have two sides of me. Like how you guys would see in movies where if someone is contemplating on doing bad deed, there is good angel in white costume in his right and bad angel with black costume in his left. So, that is kinda how I feel like. Right now. *sigh*

The situation is, I have a lazy bum, but I have a sense of responsibility in doing house chores.

And the result is?

I do the house chores, but with a huge amount of procrastination.

May Allah guide me always to the right path. Ameen.

p/s: Thank you syukran jazilan for those who wish! May Allah bless you guys always till jannah

Tetapkan hati

Bismillah Ar-Rahman Ar-Rahim

Assalamualaikum.

Dah menjadi lumrah manusia yang melalui kehidupan remaja, pasti ada keinginan untuk menyayangi dan disayangi.

Banyak dugaan dan godaan yang dilalui seorang remaja, syabab, pemuda, tambahan pula dengan darah yang muda, cepat membara.

haih.

Walau macam manapun, kena cepat2 kalihkan hati semula kepada Allah.

Kita, walaupun dari lahir dah Islam, iman kita tak terus ada teguh dan kukuh dalam hati. Permulaan seseorang itu dengan Islam, adalah apabila dia menetapkan hati dia, nafas dia, jalan hidup dia hanya untuk Allah subhanahu wa taala, apabila dia bertemu dengan istilah dakwah, cinta akan Islam.

Dan untuk teguhkan tiang Islam itu bukan senang cepat dan mudah. Ada masanya. Bukan terus berkenalan terus wah megahnya binaan Islam dia.
Setiap orang ada jatuh bangun dia.

Ada masa masyaAllah, solat di awal waktu, banyak berzikir, dhuha tak tinggal.

Ada masa yang lain, banyak main telefon, melengah-lengahkan solat dan lalai.


Sedangkan Nabi kita salallahu alaihi wasallam pun berdakwah di Mekah selama 10 tahun. 10 TAHUN!

Semua maklum, masa di Mekah dakwah Nabi salallahu alaihi wasallam hanya bertumpukan akidah, keteguhan iman.

Ayat-ayat Al-Quran yang diturunkan pun berkenaan keimanan.



Apa yang nak cuba disampaikan di sini, jangan sesekali berputus asa dari rahmat Allah. Jangan sesekali berputus dari bangkit tetapkan hati hanya untuk Allah!


Lumrah manusia untuk saling menyukai, tapi jika belum masanya, tumpukanlah hati hanya untuk Allah.

Dia sahaja yang Berhak. Dia yang mencipta cinta. Dia yang menghapuskan cinta.



wassalam alaik.

p/s: bacalah buku Syed Qutb, 'ma'alim fi al-tariz' Milestones. banyak membuka minda tentang hakikat akhir zaman.

Accused on copy paste and using google translate.

Assalam alaik.

This happened long time ago, which is not really long time ago, I just want to forget the event as soon as possible.

As how the title sounds like, yes, I was indirectly accused on plagiarism for my assignment, and using google translate to translate it to Arabic, which is so absurd, because I could never use google translate without having to correct it first.

oh and yeah, I am one of the Google Translate Graduates, thanks.


It was so heartbreaking, that I cried unwillingly, which is so rare because I never ever ever the crying type of person.

So, here it is. I'm posting my assignment, my article here on my blog.

It is about the Islamic arts around Malaysia.

الكاتبة: نور كاميلية محي الدين

فنون الإسلام في ماليزيا

          جاء الإسلام إلى بلاد ماليزيا منذ حكومة ملاك الموجودة تحت عهد السلطان اسكندر شاه. في ذلك العصر، أثّر الإسلام على الجوانب المتعددة في ملاك؛ عقيدة، وسياسة، وتعليما، واجتماعيا، وفي الفنون وإلخ. وفي الوقت الحاضر، كثير من قيم الإسلام منظورة في ماليزيا، ومنها هو قيم الفنون.

          وقيم الفن الإسلامي ظاهرة في الهندسة المعمارية، وايبراغرافي، وخط اليد، وفن النحت، وفن المعادن. وفي الهندسة المعمارية، كثير من المساجد في ماليزيا متأثّر بقيم الإسلام. ومثلها، يوجد المنحوتات الزهورية عند قبّة المسجد، والمنبر وغيرها. ثمّ، في ولاية ترنجانو، يوجد صورة طبق الأصل لأجهزة لوحية التي تثبت مجئ الإسلام في العصر القديم. والجدير بالذكر أن معظم الآثر الإسلامية هي بخط اليد. على سبيل المثال، بعض من الملايويين يستخدمون فن الخط كشكل للترفيه. وعلاوة على ذلك، توجد طريقتان للكتابة باللغة العربية، بالحروف الرومانية، والحروف العربية.

          الخلاصة، إن الإسلام يؤثّر كثيرا في فنون في ماليزيا. وبهذا، ثبّت أنّه حتّى على الرغم من أن ماليزيا تقع في جنوب شرق آسيًا، ليس مستحيلاً على بلادها امتلاك قيم الإسلام والعرب.الكاتبة: نور كاميلية محي الدين

          جاء الإسلام إلى بلاد ماليزيا منذ حكومة ملاك الموجودة تحت عهد السلطان اسكندر شاه. في ذلك العصر، أثّر الإسلام على الجوانب المتعددة في ملاك؛ عقيدة، وسياسة، وتعليما، واجتماعيا، وفي الفنون وإلخ. وفي الوقت الحاضر، كثير من قيم الإسلام منظورة في ماليزيا، ومنها هو قيم الفنون.

          وقيم الفن الإسلامي ظاهرة في الهندسة المعمارية، وايبراغرافي، وخط اليد، وفن النحت، وفن المعادن. وفي الهندسة المعمارية، كثير من المساجد في ماليزيا متأثّر بقيم الإسلام. ومثلها، يوجد المنحوتات الزهورية عند قبّة المسجد، والمنبر وغيرها. ثمّ، في ولاية ترنجانو، يوجد صورة طبق الأصل لأجهزة لوحية التي تثبت مجئ الإسلام في العصر القديم. والجدير بالذكر أن معظم الآثر الإسلامية هي بخط اليد. على سبيل المثال، بعض من الملايويين يستخدمون فن الخط كشكل للترفيه. وعلاوة على ذلك، توجد طريقتان للكتابة باللغة العربية، بالحروف الرومانية، والحروف العربية.

          الخلاصة، إن الإسلام يؤثّر كثيرا في فنون في ماليزيا. وبهذا، ثبّت أنّه حتّى على الرغم من أن ماليزيا تقع في جنوب شرق آسيًا، ليس مستحيلاً على بلادها امتلاك قيم الإسلام والعرب.

* and it all happened just because I forgot the arabic term for architecture and stuffs.  

الحمد لله، هذا من فضل ربي.

Try to learn the best from the downfall.